crashout | TONBOKIRI;

Mm, it certainly has been quite noticeable as time continues on. There is a certain endless feeling about this whole ship [ Almost like they're stuck in a loop........? Even with the citadel as timeless as it is, feels as it is more alive than this place ]

I am glad for at least other ways to keep busy, however. I would hate for something to have happened because of it. [ it's not even the proper canon, but he sure is having probable hanamaru-eqsue chaos-in-the-citadel flashbacks right now. no one's tried singing about udon so they're all still good though. ]

We're definitely on a schedule and while that's normally not so bad, it's stagnating. It wouldn't be so bad if we were moving ahead but I'm not sure if we are.

You think it'd be so bad if everybody else had to come up with their own entertainment? [The udon song haunts me so let's hope nothing like that ever happens here.]

It is as if we should be but this place is designed so we .....would not? [ this ship is not meant for Getting Shit Done after all ]

But I feel it is more that I fear what that boredom would lead to. [ bc lets be real, his dad senses tingle at the idea ]

[He shrugs.]

Something about idle hands and devil's playwork or whatever. I don't remember exactly how it goes but I think I get the concern. [He says, when he's part of the problem.] I wasn't sure if the ship was meant to control our progress but knowing it's not just me who's noticed actually helps a little.

Mm, I have. [ he's been so lax?? what a disgrace as a sword ] It certainly feels as if we are meant to forget than keep busy.

I suppose it is meant to impede our progress upon finding the truth.

Which means we're probably a lot closer to the truth than we think and they're prolonging our discovery. But...why? What would be so bad that they have to delay us getting out of here?

I could not say. But I'm certainly sure there is a reason they wish us not to know. I only fear why they wish us to trap us here in the meantime.

[ he's... definitely spent a sleepless night or five wondering about it ]