[It doesn't make things awkward, except it makes things in his chest kind of hurt and he has no right to be feeling that way about someone else so this is the best alternative. Giving himself something to do, an outlet for everything he's wrestling with, is for the best and he easily obeys Dick's wishes. He keeps a hold of him and there's a shaky breath as the hand slides over his skin. It's faster and harder and while he could probably touch Dick he's more content to let the hand slide up his side and into his hair and dot his throat and shoulders with small movements of his mouth.
It's the same creeping sort of desperation and want that he continues to watch dangle in front of his eyes on a regular basis, but...nobody has to know that.]
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It's the same creeping sort of desperation and want that he continues to watch dangle in front of his eyes on a regular basis, but...nobody has to know that.]