...I spent the entire year between the Nonary Game and the Decision Game looking for Akane. That's how I got trapped in that second game. I found out she was going to be at Dcom and kind of forced my way into the list of candidates. In one timeline of the game, I proposed to her. [...] In that same timeline, she also chose to erase my memories because the plans she had for herself fell apart. We jumped to a few different timelines after that and the idea of being with her was kinda always in the back of my head.
[But.] But like I said, that doesn't change what happened here and that I'm gonna go back remembering all of this. There are a lot of versions of myself that I remember and I'm assuming I'm the true alpha version or whatever you want to call it. [A beat.] Tamamo knows about her, and obviously so does Carlos. It wouldn't be fair not to tell you even if maybe it doesn't matter so much when it comes to how I feel about you.
[This is why he doesn't. Fucking. Tell Dick things.] ...I've known for a while and I wasn't sure what to do about it, but eventually it didn't matter. All I figured out was that you matter to me way more than I thought and I don't regret that.
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...I spent the entire year between the Nonary Game and the Decision Game looking for Akane. That's how I got trapped in that second game. I found out she was going to be at Dcom and kind of forced my way into the list of candidates. In one timeline of the game, I proposed to her. [...] In that same timeline, she also chose to erase my memories because the plans she had for herself fell apart. We jumped to a few different timelines after that and the idea of being with her was kinda always in the back of my head.
[But.] But like I said, that doesn't change what happened here and that I'm gonna go back remembering all of this. There are a lot of versions of myself that I remember and I'm assuming I'm the true alpha version or whatever you want to call it. [A beat.] Tamamo knows about her, and obviously so does Carlos. It wouldn't be fair not to tell you even if maybe it doesn't matter so much when it comes to how I feel about you.
[This is why he doesn't. Fucking. Tell Dick things.] ...I've known for a while and I wasn't sure what to do about it, but eventually it didn't matter. All I figured out was that you matter to me way more than I thought and I don't regret that.