[HE WAS GOING TO ACTUALLY FUCK HIM WITH HIS HANDS TIED BUT. Blowjob it is. He pats Dick's cheek again before he gets up to return to the closet and dig for the lingerie to de-string.]
I was fine just screwing around and playing the game, actually. [Somehow it's easier to say when he's not looking at him.] It's been a while since I've hung out with people and sex wasn't involved. But at the same time I have a weirdly hard time saying no to you.
Yeah. No. What I meant was...I want to take whatever you'll give me but it's not just because it's a sex thing. I guess. That's probably what I mean. [He's unstringing the top easily enough and keeping his back to Dick.] If that even makes sense.
[ it does and it doesn't, and dick's look to junpei's back is considering. but he doesn't... dick presses on the wound of his leg for a second before he moves his hand back and smiles a bit ]
Kinda. Not sure what I did to deserve that, but...
I can't tell if that was kind of cute or really lame, but sure. [But he frowns in thought, even if the look is both perplexed and fond.] Pretty sure you and I are a little too similar sometimes with similar situations and similar people around us. But I know I like whatever you're willing to give me.
Well you were due for one at some point. [Because Dick just lost several card games in a row. As such, Junpei's scooting around on the bed to get access to Dick's back, beginning to use the string from the top to tie his hands together. It's...weird, he gets that, but also he kind of figures Dick needs to just relax a little.]
You good there, or do you wanna move to lean against the head of the bed?
[ rude. dick's peering around his shoulder to try and look at junpei at his back, but he doesn't move otherwise, lets him tie him up with no complaint. he wriggles his fingers and tries not to think how easy it would be for him to untie himself because that isn't the point. ]
Head of the bed'll be easier for both of us, right?
[It's stupidly easy to untie because he's definitely not doing this to make it hard. He's more interested in making other things hard, and that's my dick joke for the thread. As it is, Junpei finishes and he nods before he grabs Dick's shoulders and attempts to steer him backwards toward the head of the bed. As it is now they're both in their boxers and he's still a little anxious about what he's doing, but at the same time he's more than interested. Plus, like, he started it.]
Works for me. [It'll take a bit for Dick to settle however he wants and Junpei's letting him do most of the work, but once he's leaning back he's also wasting little time in kissing him.]
[ it's weird to not be able to touch-- he responds to the kissing but keeps his hands firmly behind his back, and that's the first thing he thinks of. they've kissed a lot (and, hm, maybe dick should think about that more deeply some time, but then again maybe not), but this manages to feel new because of it. he hums into it. new, and weird, but not bad. ]
[It is a little weird and different and maybe that's why he's doing it. Making Dick give up control for a bit, experimenting for his own amusement, and...maybe other things that he'll have to dissect on his own time. He's being mindful of Dick's thigh but that doesn't stop him from leaning against him, a hand on his waist and the other immediately in Dick's hair while he keeps the kiss slow for now.
Dick might not be able to use his hands, but Junpei can and will, the hand at Dick's waist barely staying for longer than five seconds before it starts to drift upward.]
[ he doesn't have to be too mindful, considering dick is aware enough to spread his legs and try to keep his right leg out of the way. he keeps the pace junpei's set with the kiss, his breath hitching a little when he starts to drift his hand upward. it's nothing that exciting, but the fact that he can't do anything in response to what junpei will do is maybe making him a little tense. not necessarily in a bad way, but... anticipation.
he is doing amazing at not having control it's been two tags ]
[Sometimes Junpei is capable of being soft and cute and being nice to his partners. Other times, like now, Junpei reveals he's secretly kind of an asshole about winning. Dick gets to deal with the anticipation and not being allowed to do anything while Junpei bites at his lip and his hand slides up his chest. Dick's probably not nearly as sensitive as Junpei is, but it's a little bit of revenge for nipple play and a little bit of his own pleasure in getting to do whatever he wants, which means a thumb drags over one of the nipples and his mouth breaks away to ghost over Dick's face and down his neck.
Definitely not about the excitement, but he's interested in watching how Dick without the use of his hands.]
[ there's some shuddering at the junpei's nipple play revenge and he tilts his head to give him more access to his neck, but. well.
for now he's content enough to see where junpei goes with this, because with his hands free he can talk which takes out like, 70% of his nervous energy: ]
So-- what does this one fall on? Impulse, or planned out ahead?
[He lets his hand move almost nonsensically while the other plays with Dick's hair, mouth descending to his shoulder again to suck on the space there before shrugging. ]
Little of column A and a little of column B. I always have some idea about things I'd like to do with you but sometimes improvising is better.
[ the 30% of dick that's still anticipatory energy is maybe concentrating on keeping his breathing even, shuddering a little. incredibly, it's junpei's answer to dick's teasing that causes a slight hitch in his breathing, biting at his lip through a wry smile ]
[He's definitely using the sounds of Dick's breathing as a cue for what is and isn't getting a result. With his face more or less hidden in Dick's neck, Junpei's busy kissing and leaving small nips while working from one shoulder to the other and thinking of how to answer that.]
Normally I'd tell you that they're secret because wanting things and actually getting them is still...[He waves a hand to say it's a weird and complicated situation that requires more explanation than he wants to give.] There are plenty of things and reasons why I want to do things. Are you asking me to list my kinks I'd try with you? Or things I want from you in general? [He sounds like he's teasing but also like. He's unfortunately put some idle fantasizing into this because this place just does that sometimes.]
[ dick moves a bit so his knee nudge junpei a bit. he can't touch much, not if he wants to let him keep at it, but this is as close as he gets to brushing against him deliberately right now.
he doesn't want to push too hard, is the thing, but on the other hand... ]
You know I'm always up for knowing the latter. [ it's quiet. He feels like he should reiterate that much; is it truly a thread with them if dick isn't asking junpei to tell him what he Wants? but. with a smirk: ] But now I'm curious about that kink list.
[Nice to see that Dick's getting a little creative anyway. He feels that nudge and he doesn't react beyond lifting his eyebrow a bit. And it's sort of nice, maybe, that Dick's putting up with this while Junpei's sorting out all of the bullshit in his own head because he's made some progress in figuring it out.
...and then they both ruin it by being idiots because there's a flat look in response.]
I lied, I don't have a kink list and there's no list to discuss. [Huff. He's just...kind of flustered about actually listing stuff out and sometimes says stuff without thinking. Nevertheless he pulls his mouth back and his hand out of Dick's hair, letting both hands wander over Dick's chest and sides in teasing, light touches.]
So...don't think it's weird because I know it's weird, but sometimes a guy just wants a little attention. Like not even sexual attention just attention as a whole. [Needy.] You've given me a lot of stuff I want without me having to really ask and maybe that's why I haven't asked for anything else. Sleeping alone's weird now. I like when you play with my hair. Your jokes are worse than mine but they're still sort of funny in the dumbest way possible. I want...you to keep trusting me and telling me what's going on. I've had too many people make plans without telling me and disappear before I could even tell them how I felt about it. I don't want that to be a thing here.
[Akane and her 45 year plan coupled with Carlos telling Junpei only half the truth of what would happen to him here has left him with a lot of uncertainty. But he's still talking.] Coffee breaks and analyzing information and making out with you and figuring things out about you have occupied a lot of my time. In a good way. When I say I want whatever you'll give me it's not a cop-out, dude. It's the truth because I don't get close to many people anymore and I'm not really sure you do either. Wanting to matter to people as much as they matter to you is almost a stupid thing to want at all, but I definitely just. Want.
[This probably explains everything and nothing all at once. So...to brush off that incredibly awkward and loaded explanation, he grins instead.] ...and I would've said yes to your exhibitionism square last week if you really want to know.
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[The double punishment comes to light. ]
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Oh. [ huh. ] ... I'm not... against that.
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I'm open to other requests, all things considered. [He's not in the mood to do anything that'll destroy Dick's leg further.]
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You're the one who won, right? Think whatever you had in mind is fine.
[ also like. getting a blowjob is not very difficult in the leg department junpei you fool ]
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I was fine just screwing around and playing the game, actually. [Somehow it's easier to say when he's not looking at him.] It's been a while since I've hung out with people and sex wasn't involved. But at the same time I have a weirdly hard time saying no to you.
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dick's... not sure how to respond to that, bunching the covers a bit ]
... We can still just play the game.
[ did he start this one too? ]
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Yeah. No. What I meant was...I want to take whatever you'll give me but it's not just because it's a sex thing. I guess. That's probably what I mean. [He's unstringing the top easily enough and keeping his back to Dick.] If that even makes sense.
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Kinda. Not sure what I did to deserve that, but...
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Even if I gave you a list would you believe it? [A wry sort of grin follows.] Not sure this sort of thing is really a "because you deserve it" option.
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Well, if it's a lucked into it thing instead, I guess I used it all on you instead of blackjack.
[ j... jokes ]
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I can't tell if that was kind of cute or really lame, but sure. [But he frowns in thought, even if the look is both perplexed and fond.] Pretty sure you and I are a little too similar sometimes with similar situations and similar people around us. But I know I like whatever you're willing to give me.
[He tilts his head.] Hands behind your back.
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[ and dick isn't sure what to say to the rest of it, so he puts his hands behind his back as instructed, humming a bit ]
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You good there, or do you wanna move to lean against the head of the bed?
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[ rude. dick's peering around his shoulder to try and look at junpei at his back, but he doesn't move otherwise, lets him tie him up with no complaint. he wriggles his fingers and tries not to think how easy it would be for him to untie himself because that isn't the point. ]
Head of the bed'll be easier for both of us, right?
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Works for me. [It'll take a bit for Dick to settle however he wants and Junpei's letting him do most of the work, but once he's leaning back he's also wasting little time in kissing him.]
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Dick might not be able to use his hands, but Junpei can and will, the hand at Dick's waist barely staying for longer than five seconds before it starts to drift upward.]
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he is doing amazing at not having control it's been two tags ]
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Definitely not about the excitement, but he's interested in watching how Dick without the use of his hands.]
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for now he's content enough to see where junpei goes with this, because with his hands free he can talk which takes out like, 70% of his nervous energy: ]
So-- what does this one fall on? Impulse, or planned out ahead?
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Little of column A and a little of column B. I always have some idea about things I'd like to do with you but sometimes improvising is better.
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... Yeah? What other ideas have you had?
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Normally I'd tell you that they're secret because wanting things and actually getting them is still...[He waves a hand to say it's a weird and complicated situation that requires more explanation than he wants to give.] There are plenty of things and reasons why I want to do things. Are you asking me to list my kinks I'd try with you? Or things I want from you in general? [He sounds like he's teasing but also like. He's unfortunately put some idle fantasizing into this because this place just does that sometimes.]
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he doesn't want to push too hard, is the thing, but on the other hand... ]
You know I'm always up for knowing the latter. [ it's quiet. He feels like he should reiterate that much; is it truly a thread with them if dick isn't asking junpei to tell him what he Wants? but. with a smirk: ] But now I'm curious about that kink list.
[ he's gotta go. for the tease ]
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...and then they both ruin it by being idiots because there's a flat look in response.]
I lied, I don't have a kink list and there's no list to discuss. [Huff. He's just...kind of flustered about actually listing stuff out and sometimes says stuff without thinking. Nevertheless he pulls his mouth back and his hand out of Dick's hair, letting both hands wander over Dick's chest and sides in teasing, light touches.]
So...don't think it's weird because I know it's weird, but sometimes a guy just wants a little attention. Like not even sexual attention just attention as a whole. [Needy.] You've given me a lot of stuff I want without me having to really ask and maybe that's why I haven't asked for anything else. Sleeping alone's weird now. I like when you play with my hair. Your jokes are worse than mine but they're still sort of funny in the dumbest way possible. I want...you to keep trusting me and telling me what's going on. I've had too many people make plans without telling me and disappear before I could even tell them how I felt about it. I don't want that to be a thing here.
[Akane and her 45 year plan coupled with Carlos telling Junpei only half the truth of what would happen to him here has left him with a lot of uncertainty. But he's still talking.] Coffee breaks and analyzing information and making out with you and figuring things out about you have occupied a lot of my time. In a good way. When I say I want whatever you'll give me it's not a cop-out, dude. It's the truth because I don't get close to many people anymore and I'm not really sure you do either. Wanting to matter to people as much as they matter to you is almost a stupid thing to want at all, but I definitely just. Want.
[This probably explains everything and nothing all at once. So...to brush off that incredibly awkward and loaded explanation, he grins instead.] ...and I would've said yes to your exhibitionism square last week if you really want to know.
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