[He's deadass not ready to admit how long this might've been a thing, so maybe it's best Dick doesn't ask. They're pretty much two sides of the same needy coin because Junpei thinks about his argument with Tamamo, about wanting to fix everything and help her. He wants to be wanted and needs to be needed, so to speak, to give him an idea and a purpose for life. For a while, he spent so much time going through the motions of living. Having a goal has always helped. He's still leaning in as much as he can, hand running over his cheek again.]
Yeah. And I've told you enough fucked-up stuff about me that I think maybe the rest might be too much sometimes. [The last thing he wants is to crumble the house of cards he's precariously built since arriving here. Then again, he thinks about what Beck told him and even though she never gave a name, he's not stupid. He...figured it out, and he wonders, again, if he's being selfish. But instead of dwelling on that there's another kiss.] ...but you've stuck around this long so I should probably trust you a little more.
[ dick kisses back with a considering hum, though when junpei pulls back, he's got his eyebrow raised in amusement ]
Probably. Doubt there's anything you could say that could scare me off.
[ it's cocky, and it's teasing, because dick doesn't want to admit that there's plenty about himself junpei doesn't know, either. that he's not willing to share with anyone. but also because it's true, and he figures junpei should hear it. ]
[He makes a face but he doesn't seem bothered otherwise.]
That...is one challenge I'm not going to take. [Well. That's how you know Junpei's serious about this, at least. But the look on his face gives way to something a little more fond and his hands slide further down, resting on Dick's abs as he leans in again.] But that helps.
with junpei leaning in dick's the one who closes the gap to kiss him again, though it's quick, and he keeps going, from his lips to the corner of his mouth to his chin, looking up with bright eyes under his eyelashes as he does so. he speaks in between kisses: ]
Don't... have to take it. [ he nips at junpei's throat when he gets there ] It's still true.
[Thanks, he's very happy about that. He's busy more or less tracing the lines of his abs and also teasing at the waistband of Dick's boxers despite the fact he's still looking at his face. Or, like, was until the kissing starts and he finds himself letting his eyes close even while he grins in response. For once in his goddamn life he actually looks very relaxed.]
Maybe you were right. [He tilts his head back just a bit to let Dick bite at his throat for however long he wants.] I am lucky. [Granted this was said after Dick called him a fortune cookie but it's fine. It's fine because he's also letting both hands slide into Dick's boxers to smooth over his hips and toward his thighs but still mindful of the injured one. Let's. Not touch that.]
[ he drags his teeth a bit down junpei's throat before nuzzling him a bit, humming when he feels junpei's hands slide down lower. he hasn't exactly forgotten why his hands are tied, but it's also been more of a backburner issue considering...
considering. ]
You've got me tied up in bed and it's only now you think so?
[ it's low and teasing again, though it's followed by a softer kiss at the juncture of junpei's neck and shoulder ]
[Considering. His hands aren't moving as rushed as they have before when they've found themselves desperate for relief of some kind, but it's something to try and something to tease and something to drive the point home that it's Different, this time, for reasons he still doesn't know entirely how to explain.
Except the kiss gets a quiet sound from him and he shakes his head.]
Yeah, maybe. [He opens an eye to look at him.] But you're probably luckier. [And that's all he says before he kisses his lips again and starts working his way down over his neck and shoulders to his chest.]
[ dick responds to the kiss when he can-- but then junpei's moving down his neck to his chest and he's stuck sitting letting him without touching, again, and there's a soft hum as he looks at him. ]
[There's a very smug look.] Yeah, that's why it was sort of a surprise. [He's 100% aware this is unlike what Dick probably expects, but maybe don't ask what Junpei wants next time. ...give him a second to lick at his abs though.]
It's like a compliment, yeah. [And one hand moves over to Dick's length instead of just messing around this time.] Even if I like knowing things and want to know everything, it's like I told Nikkari. I like the mystery of things. The unexpected, if you will.
[ again, they're very nice abs, and junpei can probably feel them ripple under the lick. there's a low laugh that turns into a quick intake when junpei finally touches him, and his legs spread that little bit more by reflex ]
[...he's also impatient so he's just helping himself and rolling down Dick's boxers for better access, otherwise still moving his mouth down even while stroking him with his other hand.]
You're difficult, actually. But I think I told you so a while ago. ["Have I ever mentioned my type is "difficult"?" Haha. He doesn't slow down in between the words and actions before he licks at the inside of Dick's good thigh.]
[ alright, there's a definite pleased hum there, and dick's eyes are half-lidded as he watches junpei. he was already at least half-hard, but it's quick to go past that when he starts being touched. ]
Vaguely remember that... [ it's teasing ] Guess I can live with difficult.
You don't really get an option. [Almost-cheerfully said, but at least he's letting himself bite very lightly at Dick's leg before he uses a hand to hold him steady and draws the flat of his tongue over the head.]
[ dick can't help but try and buck into it, biting off a soft moan. his tied up hands are bunching up the covers behind him as he tenses. the not-touching is difficult in a way dick hadn't expected, really. ]
Yeah, I'm... starting to get that.
[ it's not a complaint, since it's accompanied by a smile, but it's still wry ]
[He doesn't reply with words, but he looks up from where the head is resting on his tongue and just gives him a look that clearly spells out a want of some kind before he focuses on the task at hand. With one hand working over the shaft where he can't fit his mouth around it, the other seems to have settled into kneading at his hip while he hollows his cheeks and slides his lips down a few inches.
There's a plan here. But for now the plan is to see how Dick does without being able to really touch him. He absolutely helps matters by letting his tongue drag along the underside before sucking and tightening his mouth. Suffer, Grayson.]
[ he is, but also, he isn't?dick bites at his lip, looking up at the ceiling for a second before looking back down at junpei. there's a low, appreciative moan at his ministrations that dick doesn't bother trying to muffle this time. ]
You've gotten ... pretty good at that.
[ it's half praise, half tease, and he cants his hips a little as if it could make junpei take him in faster ]
[The moan is nice, thanks Dick. The moan is nice and Dick's hips move but Junpei relaxes his throat enough to take him in further. There's an inquisitive hum, light vibrations sent up around the length in his mouth and he soon pulls his head back before dropping down again. It doesn't take long for him to fall into an easy rhythm, a little eager to please but still teasing and sucking where he can. Yeah, he's gotten much better at this, and it's why he's steadily taking him in even with the harsh breaths through his nose to keep from choking.]
[ fuck. dick can't help the "taking me so well" that comes out, though he flushes a little after because it sounds straight out of a bad porno. he's torn between shutting up and talking still, since it's the only thing he can do outside of nudging junpei with his calf. which he does! it doesn't do anything but it's a touch. but he decides to just. try and keep babbling, no matter how embarrassing it might turn out-- because from experience he knows how junpei is with people being vocal. ]
Like that, yeah. You can... can take your time, I can handle it. Besides, you-- you look good like that.
[ he doesn't try to hide the noises he's making through, either, little encouraging moans as he arcs his back a bit ]
[It does, in fact, sound like it's straight out of a bad porno which is why there's a little huff that sounds like laughter, but it's not enough that Junpei pulls off to make fun of him or even stop what he's doing. Dick's right though. Junpei likes when people are vocal and he feels the nudge from Dick's leg, the tip of his tongue tracing over the shaft in reply.
There's something that feels like a gutpunch, in a good way, when he hears "you look good like that" and he's not going to bother unpacking that right now. Instead, his hand on Dick's hip slides to his good thigh, kneading the muscle there while the hand on Dick's erection starts to move away to be replaced by his mouth. He's taking Dick's words to heart, lips sliding down and hand letting his knuckles brush against Dick's sack just to see what he does.
Sometimes, you play bingo and you learn how to handle throat penetration. And then sometimes after that, you test it on someone else you're into. This is a perfectly normal thing. Dick isn't quite touching the back of his throat but he's getting there, and he swallows around him when he hears Dick moaning above him. Please keep encouraging him, Dick, this is going to keep going regardless and he likes the praise.]
[ dick's regretting telling junpei to take his time is what he's doing, as well as letting out a bit of a whine when he brushes his knuckles against him. with the exception of a few times in this ship, dick's a lot more used to the other way around-- not just because he likes giving and likes driving his partners wild, but because dick likes the control of it. it's why he's good at it! but this? with his hands tied behind his back? this is the complete opposite of that. it's making him more sensitive... or at least it feels that way. it might have to do with some other stuff that happened earlier! who knows. ]
You're driving me insane. [ it's said with an almost laugh that turns into a quiet moan ] At least this time you can't make me finish by saying something stupid. Just... with how good you are. [ he lifts his hips a little, again ] S'it redundant if I ask you to touch me? Fuck, Junpei.
[The worst part is that it's hot. Listening to him moan and whine above him is really hot and he knows he should probably take care of himself later, but right now he's a little more interested in driving Dick crazy. He hears the words, and his gaze flicks up to look at Dick with an almost playful look before swallowing around him again, taking him deeper into his throat. He listens though, fingers moving to cup Dick's balls first before wrapping around the bit of the base he can't fit into his mouth, squeezing lightly before stroking in time with the slow, short bob of his head. Having his mouth this full makes it difficult but little by little he pulls his mouth off, using the slickness from his mouth to help his hand along. Eventually he reaches the head, tongue dashing over the slit before he sucks harder and pulls off entirely.
Ow. His jaw...but there's a self-satisfied grin.]
...so I take it you're into this...[His voice is rough but amused all the same.]
[ dick's words turn into a repeated litany of "fuck, fuck, yes" as he keeps looking at junpei work, face flushed and panting. there is a definite whine of complaint when junpei pulls off, and his face gets even redder at the question. he shrugs, tugging at his wrists a bit. he really could get untied so easily. god. he sure is choosing this. ]
... Yeah? [ he's pouting a bit without realizing as he thinks ] Kinda? It's... [ it feels nice but weird and it leaves him with a kind of thrumming energy a normal blowjob wouldn't he doesn't know how to explain, so he finishes lamely, with an awkward smile: ] different.
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Yeah. And I've told you enough fucked-up stuff about me that I think maybe the rest might be too much sometimes. [The last thing he wants is to crumble the house of cards he's precariously built since arriving here. Then again, he thinks about what Beck told him and even though she never gave a name, he's not stupid. He...figured it out, and he wonders, again, if he's being selfish. But instead of dwelling on that there's another kiss.] ...but you've stuck around this long so I should probably trust you a little more.
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Probably. Doubt there's anything you could say that could scare me off.
[ it's cocky, and it's teasing, because dick doesn't want to admit that there's plenty about himself junpei doesn't know, either. that he's not willing to share with anyone. but also because it's true, and he figures junpei should hear it. ]
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That...is one challenge I'm not going to take. [Well. That's how you know Junpei's serious about this, at least. But the look on his face gives way to something a little more fond and his hands slide further down, resting on Dick's abs as he leans in again.] But that helps.
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with junpei leaning in dick's the one who closes the gap to kiss him again, though it's quick, and he keeps going, from his lips to the corner of his mouth to his chin, looking up with bright eyes under his eyelashes as he does so. he speaks in between kisses: ]
Don't... have to take it. [ he nips at junpei's throat when he gets there ] It's still true.
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Maybe you were right. [He tilts his head back just a bit to let Dick bite at his throat for however long he wants.] I am lucky. [Granted this was said after Dick called him a fortune cookie but it's fine. It's fine because he's also letting both hands slide into Dick's boxers to smooth over his hips and toward his thighs but still mindful of the injured one. Let's. Not touch that.]
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considering. ]
You've got me tied up in bed and it's only now you think so?
[ it's low and teasing again, though it's followed by a softer kiss at the juncture of junpei's neck and shoulder ]
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Except the kiss gets a quiet sound from him and he shakes his head.]
Yeah, maybe. [He opens an eye to look at him.] But you're probably luckier. [And that's all he says before he kisses his lips again and starts working his way down over his neck and shoulders to his chest.]
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... Maybe that deck was rigged in my favor.
[ it's cheeky and sappy all at once! bonus ]
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You could've just said you lost on purpose. [But he settles with another kiss before he continues his way down.] You're so...much. You know that?
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It's like a compliment, yeah. [And one hand moves over to Dick's length instead of just messing around this time.] Even if I like knowing things and want to know everything, it's like I told Nikkari. I like the mystery of things. The unexpected, if you will.
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So... I'm mysterious and unexpected?
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You're difficult, actually. But I think I told you so a while ago. ["Have I ever mentioned my type is "difficult"?" Haha. He doesn't slow down in between the words and actions before he licks at the inside of Dick's good thigh.]
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Vaguely remember that... [ it's teasing ] Guess I can live with difficult.
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You don't really get an option. [Almost-cheerfully said, but at least he's letting himself bite very lightly at Dick's leg before he uses a hand to hold him steady and draws the flat of his tongue over the head.]
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Yeah, I'm... starting to get that.
[ it's not a complaint, since it's accompanied by a smile, but it's still wry ]
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There's a plan here. But for now the plan is to see how Dick does without being able to really touch him. He absolutely helps matters by letting his tongue drag along the underside before sucking and tightening his mouth. Suffer, Grayson.]
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You've gotten ... pretty good at that.
[ it's half praise, half tease, and he cants his hips a little as if it could make junpei take him in faster ]
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Like that, yeah. You can... can take your time, I can handle it. Besides, you-- you look good like that.
[ he doesn't try to hide the noises he's making through, either, little encouraging moans as he arcs his back a bit ]
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There's something that feels like a gutpunch, in a good way, when he hears "you look good like that" and he's not going to bother unpacking that right now. Instead, his hand on Dick's hip slides to his good thigh, kneading the muscle there while the hand on Dick's erection starts to move away to be replaced by his mouth. He's taking Dick's words to heart, lips sliding down and hand letting his knuckles brush against Dick's sack just to see what he does.
Sometimes, you play bingo and you learn how to handle throat penetration. And then sometimes after that, you test it on someone else you're into. This is a perfectly normal thing. Dick isn't quite touching the back of his throat but he's getting there, and he swallows around him when he hears Dick moaning above him. Please keep encouraging him, Dick, this is going to keep going regardless and he likes the praise.]
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You're driving me insane. [ it's said with an almost laugh that turns into a quiet moan ] At least this time you can't make me finish by saying something stupid. Just... with how good you are. [ he lifts his hips a little, again ] S'it redundant if I ask you to touch me? Fuck, Junpei.
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Ow. His jaw...but there's a self-satisfied grin.]
...so I take it you're into this...[His voice is rough but amused all the same.]
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... Yeah? [ he's pouting a bit without realizing as he thinks ] Kinda? It's... [ it feels nice but weird and it leaves him with a kind of thrumming energy a normal blowjob wouldn't he doesn't know how to explain, so he finishes lamely, with an awkward smile: ] different.
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:)
Double punishment enacted.]
Different's kind of interesting, isn't it?
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