ZERO;

[crashout]

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[crashout]

Not really. And I don't care what she thinks of me if I get some answers about what this thing is.

[And speaking of answers:] You needed to kill what they sent after you? Or....you needed to kill your sisters? [He can't exactly tell and he figures it's better to ask anyway.]

[fleuris]

Let someone know if you get super cursed.

[ maybe it'll be demonically bad breath ]

It was both. I killed whoever or whatever they threw at me while I was hunting them down.

[ she says it almost lazily - clearly she thinks nothing of the countless deaths she doled out. ]

[crashout]

I'll be fine, Zero. And I think if I was cursed people would know pretty fast. [Demons are bad.]

Dare I ask why?

[fleuris]

[ that gets Junpei a somewhat bewildered look. ]

Why I killed them? Because they would have tried to kill me.

[crashout]

Okay, but why? Like...what started all of this, I guess.

[fleuris]

[ ........ ]

Didn't you hear? I wanted to be the only Intoner.

[ with the way info flies around this place, she wouldn't be surprised if he'd heard about that. Zero hadn't exactly been hiding it.

she's tired though. this week sucked. why bother with pretenses? ]

... How do you think I got this flower?

[crashout]

[Hm.] Where would I have heard about that? [Nope. There's literally no mention of Intoner in his memory, or in my inbox.] I assumed it was some kind of battle wound, but I never thought to ask.

[fleuris]

[ remarkable ]

Around? It doesn't matter, really.

And I suppose you could think of it that way, but calling it a... symptom would be more accurate. It's what gives Intoners their powers, and what's going to destroy my world.

[crashout]

That doesn't entirely explain what Intoners are, Zero. Or how they relate to dragons. [He remembers that, but he looks at the flower a little too closely now that she's drawn attention to it.] Let me guess. You don't get a choice?

[fleuris]

[ ... ]

I tried to dig it out, you know. If I killed myself, that would kill the Flower too, right?

I ended up with five sisters, instead.

[crashout]

It spread. [And doesn't that sound familiar.] And because you were the source, you were the one they wanted to get rid of. Something like that?

[fleuris]

[ that pulls a bark of humorless laughter from her. ]

Guess again. The Flower gave them all fake memories - a happy, blissful dream of all of us growing up together that never actually happened. It was so convincing that they all ran off to save the country.

[ and wasn't that the biggest joke of them all. little vessels carrying seeds of destruction, running around trying to be heroes. ]

They wouldn't have been born if I hadn't done what I'd done - that made them my responsibility to deal with. God knows nobody else would have been able to.

[ and it's much easier to clean up after one Intoner than six ]

[crashout]

[Huh. Well that's fucked up, and he faces her with an uncertain frown.]

Well, you're probably right. Doesn't seem like anybody else would've been right for the job. [It explains some things, too.] So...what, there isn't a way to change how things are done? Even if the memories are fake and things are in motion, it's not always a set path, is it?

[fleuris]

[ not this fucking shit again ]

And what, exactly, would you suggest? Should I have let them run around until they were consumed and destroyed everything?

[crashout]

Man, I don't know, Zero. [It's maybe a little snapped because he's not even sure what she's really trying to tell him or expect from him.] Obviously not, but there's such a thing as figuring out how to work with people even when they want to kill you. That's kinda what I meant.

[fleuris]

So I should've asked them nicely to please run themselves on my sword? To stand still so my dragon could eat them?

[ she scoffs ]

No one is that stupid.

[crashout]

Are you being obtuse on purpose? I'm really not sure.

[fleuris]

[ . . . ]

Why would I joke about it? There aren't any other options for me.

[crashout]

Then...that sucks. [Again, what else is he supposed to say?]

...at least here you get a little more leeway deciding what you want to do.

[fleuris]

[ yes it's terrible, boo hoo, she's been there, done that, gotten the commemorative death wish. she's also now officially Over talking about her shit. ]

And what about you? What were you doing before all of this?

[crashout]

[He can recognize a subject change when he sees one, so he settles on a shrug.]

We were sort of doing something exactly like this. Minus the sex part. [Trapped in a building with no easy way out and killing each other. It's fine. Sometimes that happens.] It's almost funny.

[It's not, but whatever.]

[fleuris]

You and Carlos, right?

[ it was. somewhat obvious they knew each other. Carlos having Junpei's arm aside. ]

Did you get trapped without warning there too?

[crashout]

Yeah. That's where I met him, a little before that. [He makes no secret about them knowing each other at least.] We were at a test site and we all walked into a trap without knowing it. Kidnapped a few days later and woke up in a bomb shelter.

[fleuris]

And you said you'd done this whole thing several times before...

[ wow, hobbies, find a better one soon, she can't stress that enough. ]

... Did you at least win the last one? You know, before getting tossed straight into another.

[crashout]

[Good question.]

Carlos says we did, but I haven't personally experienced it yet. Plus there's something else waiting for us now that we escaped. Not another game, but something that'll change the world. Again.