[That's real shitty, Nikkari, but at the same time it still works in Junpei's favor. He likes having his hair touched and I can't believe this is IC Monday of the first week fuck or die is in play because it hits on a praise kink Junpei has. While he normally doesn't care about what people think of his actions, he does want to please and he likes doing what he can to be a good partner. Nikkari's fingers are in his hair and there's a soft and sort of uncontrolled sound of pleasure in response.
He's focusing on his breathing and the sound of Nikkari's voice, head turning to the side to press his cheek into the mattress.]
I'm working on it. [Still talking. Still bitching slightly but harder to take serious when he's definitely in this kind of position. He swallows a little, taking another breath.] ...but it feels better. [And just for that, he purposefully tightens around Nikkari's fingers again, forcing himself to hold on and help stretch himself out. It's different in theory than in practice, but:] You can keep moving, you know.
[ nikkari quirks an eyebrow up at that, but his expression settles back into a grin as he simply nods in response to junpei's instruction, re-angling his hand to better dive into his partner. he can certainly work with this.
he starts off slowly, carefully drawing his fingers out of junpei's ass before pushing them back in. he repeats the process several times, each pass coming with an increase in speed as he judges based on the way his partner's body reacts. if junpei whines or makes any sort of pained noise, nikkari will coo lightly, soothingly, petting his hair and telling him what a good job he's doing without fully saying the words.
eventually, it gets to a point where he leans down to whisper into the ear that's tilted upward, ]
Hah... I won't be able to keep myself from you much longer, you know.
[Maybe should've thought that through because even with the slower pace, the active movement is different than anticipated. He's busy biting his lip and arching against Nikkari's hand, keeping most of his noises to himself solely for the sake of making sure this keeps happening. He finds himself whining a little as the pace increases, and actually it helps to be placated without being verbally placated. His eyes are closed and the harshness of his breathing is a telltale of how he feels, legs shaking just slightly and a full-body shiver when Nikkari's close enough to his face.]
Then quit teasing me...[It's a low murmur, cracking an eye open and a free hand blindly trying to snake between them for some relief.] ...please?
[ nikkari has to stifle the laughter that almost bursts out of his mouth in response to junpei's pleading, but the fond as hell smile remains as he gives a teasing ruffle to his hair. ]
Just for you.
[ with that, he pulls his fingers out of junpei, using the lube still on them to slick himself up as he reaches for the bottle again to add a fresh coat. he even makes a little show of it, sensually stroking his shaft with the slippery liquid; at this point he doesn't care whether junpei reaches down to satisfy himself or not. once he's properly prepared, he lines himself up with his partner's hole, sucks in a breath... and pushes.
and god, it's so much once he's inside, once he can feel that tightness surrounding him, engulfing him, so reluctant to let him go. just like he'd done with his fingers, he takes a moment to just let junpei get used to the size of him, to let his hole stretch to accommodate something a little thicker than a couple of slim fingers. as his cock throbs with every breath he takes, he manages to whisper, ]
[Thank god. Thank god Nikkari's done playing with him even while he pushes his head up into the sword's hand, a little needy and a little affectionate. He can be embarrassed about it later, right now he's aching and a little overinvested.
He doesn't touch himself still, eyes on Nikkari and watching his hands stoke himself. He's aware of what's happening next, but a few fingers is still a big difference from someone's cock. There's a pained sort of noise but he finds himself tightening around Nikkari, holding him still to get used to the feeling of being this full even as his hands come up to grip at his arms. His eyes are fully shut and there's a soft groan at the sound of his name.]
Fuck... [It's quiet and he arches his back a little to shift, taking as much of Nikkari as he can even as his face shifts through a few different emotions. He's never experienced something like this, but he can't exactly deny it feels good in a weird, different way. As much as he's okay with this and wants this to continue, he knows a little better. It's the only reason he murmurs again.] Start slow, okay?
[ to be honest, he. he kind of does? but. that can probably be saved for a later encounter if they're both somehow still alive during week 5 or some shit. right now, though, he's more than willing to treat him gently for his first time receiving.
he holds himself steady above junpei for a few moments, arms braced against his partner's shoulders. just as much as junpei needs time for his body to accept what nikkari has already given, nikkari needs to wait for that acceptance before giving more. when junpei verbally gives him the green light, he peers down at his partner curiously as if to make sure he's ready... but, ah, is this a matter of trust?
he'll go along, then, steadily easing himself into a slow pattern of pushing further into junpei and drawing himself back out again. ]
[Fuck him up in the nearby future, Nikkari. Wreck his ass. But for now, it's probably better to be gentle for the first time because Junpei's still trying to get used to this. He's trying not to be so tense, shaking slightly when Nikkari stays still but as he finds his body giving in and settling around Nikkari's dick there's a groan. An arm covers his eyes while the other reaching up to wrap around Nikkari's shoulder, fingers playing with his hair.]
Good. Better. [He shifts on the bed to change the angle just a bit.] Go a little harder?
[Mostly to see if Nikkari will listen, and also he's kind of into the feeling a little too much thanks.]
[ nikkari smiles when junpei grabs at his hair, leaning his head into that touch with a hum. is it a crime for him to think that junpei really is cute? like, as a person, not just in the looks department. he trails a finger over the arm junpei uses to cover his face, voice coy. ]
You know... you can just tell me what you want instead of asking. You might find me more agreeable with some confidence.
[ he doesn't go particularly hard, but he does pick up the pace a little now, face flushing a bit when he sinks into junpei a little deeper with each thrust. ]
[He's also partially hiding his face because he knows he's blushing. Please don't think he's cute. Please continue thinking he's prickly and rude or...something.
...there's an embarrassed laugh, fingers pulling both at Nikkari's hair and shoulder.]
It's...been a while. [He moves his leg to hike up a little higher and take Nikkari deeper, something that sounds like "oh fuck" getting lost mumbled into his arm.] I'm usually not on this end of things, cut me some slack. [The end of that word is pretty much cut off with a gasp. That doesn't do anything to help with saying what he wants, but this is still good for him for now.]
If I "cut you some slack," how will you ever be able to take all of me?
[ it's a bit of a moot point, seeing as how junpei is willing to take things further himself. nikkari appreciates that kind of stubbornness; it's a very familiar feeling, one that reassures him as he reaches down to finally give junpei some manual relief after neglecting him for so long. as junpei tugs at his shoulder, nikkari rubs his thumb over the head of junpei's cock, concentrating his efforts on trying to find spots that are more sensitive than others. ]
What? I thought it was already all the way in. [It's partially an insult and partially a real question because hello? But Nikkari's hand moves and touches him, a shuddering sort of breath punctuated with a groan following as his thumb works over Junpei's cock. The head itself is sensitive, and he curls his toes and tries to press up into Nikkari's hand any time he touches along the underside and near his balls. Junpei's honestly not picky, he's just grateful for the assist even if he won't say so.
But, of course, Nikkari's right. Junpei is stubborn and idly he realizes he won't last much longer like this but he's hanging on while he can, refusing to break this early. The heel of his foot digs into whatever part of Nikkari he can to draw him closer, hand still gripping tight and likely to leave bruises. While he's not directly talking to Nikkari himself, he'll at least hear a few scattered phrases to the effect of "keep doing that" and "fuck, yes" which is probably a compliment of some kind. The arm over his eye moves just enough to peer at him, limbs trembling a little from sheer arousal and restraint.
He opens his mouth to say something, but whatever it is he changes his mind and there's an appreciative moan instead. Who the fuck needs words right now, not him!!!]
Haha... did you really think I would give you everything so fast?
[ if nikkari parses it as an insult, he doesn't show it on his face. again, it's cute how junpei tries to come off as confident when he's really mostly full of shit. trailing a fond finger along junpei's sack, nikkari suddenly squeezes his partner's balls as he pushes himself the rest of the way in at the same time, his voice now almost a hiss, ]
I want to keep you guessing.
[ his tone is hungry when he spits out that last word, and it isn't long before junpei's moan overwhelms him enough to kiss him and catch those sounds for himself, to savor the sound and taste of junpei's mouth like it's one of the best things he's ever gotten to appreciate. ]
[You know. There are some things that happen to make a guy go breathless and having someone be balls-deep is one of them. Nikkari pushes the rest of the way in and there's a loud, unabashed sound even while Nikkari's mouth moves fo a kiss. The tone goes straight to his dick and he kisses back quickly and hard before pulling apart to mouth at his jaw and neck as he can.
He's trying to say Nikkari's name, getting stuck on "Nika" before he whimpers and groans with each movement. He feels himself bob in Nikkari's hand , the attention to his balls forcing his hips upward to try and be touched further. His breathing and words are choppy, but with Nikkari fully inside of him he pulls on his hair just slightly.]
You just want to see me--[His back arches, fist pulling at Nikkari's hair as he shivers.] No more guesses, just...please. [Whether that's "please keep fucking me" or "please stop with guessing games, the answer is yet.]
[ at this point, there's no more room for nikkari to even think of responses to junpei's pleas, instead focusing solely on bringing both him and his partner to their peaks. he lets junpei bite at his neck as much as he desires, crying out moans when those tugs to his hair increase in intensity. those attempts at calling his name just serve as encouragement to keep pounding into junpei with every try, teasing his taint each time he fails to reach that last syllable.
it isn't long before he can feel himself tensing up, preparing to release. when he does, he brings that devilish hand of his up to work junpei's cock in the hopes that he too will find his climax sooner rather than later. ]
[Truthfully he doesn't have to even worry about that. There's no way Junpei will outlast him, not with the barrage of new sensations and sounds and Nikkari's hands still moving. He's well aware that his muscles are tensing up and he's stretching and clenching around Nikkari's cock, teeth sinking where they can to muffle himself. He's maybe a little louder than he wants to be, hips rocking almost erratically up to take him deeper and press into his hand, but it's with one deft move of the hand on his own dick that he bites harder than before and spills over Nikkari's hand, a relieved sort of gasp lost in the space between Nikkari's neck and shoulder as his legs tighten around his partner's body. His fingers don't leave the strands of hair they're tangled in and there's a sated, slow lick over some of the marks he's left behind.
He's not sure how to help bring his partner over the edge, especially since he's already feeling himself winding down from his own orgasm, but he settles on his free hand coming around to rest on Nikkari's back and ass, fingers pressing harder as he tenses up to hold him as long as he can.]
[ junpei coming does wonders on its own for spurring nikkari closer to his own orgasm, the feeling of his partner's cum on his hand causing him to thrust that much harder.
once junpei rides out his climax, nikkari takes his hand away from his shaft and lifts it up to his mouth, licking at the fluids with an especially teasing ear-to-ear grin as he watches—and also feels, of course—junpei's tongue roam across his skin. he then settles his warm, slightly moist hand upon junpei's hip as he continues to roll his own harder, stronger.
it's that hand at the small of his back that ultimately does him in. there's something about the support, the reassurance of his partner that's enticing enough for him to buckle and come with a final push, then collapse upon junpei with hot and heavy breaths. ]
[Watching Nikkari lick his fingers and clean up Junpei's mess is almost enough to turn him on again...almost. He's exhausted and spent and there's a whimper of interest even as he settles again to burrow his face in Nikkari's neck. He's still shivering under his partner's touch, but when he feels Nikkari pulse inside of him and collapse on him there's a small grumble of a noise.
Luckily Nikkari is smaller than he is and it isn't exactly painful, sweat collecting on his back and chest from the effort and arm winding its way around the sword's waist. He keeps his face hidden but closes his eyes, long steadily breaths blowing softly over his shoulder as he continues to loosely cling.]
...not bad. [There's a lazy smirk. He's obviously just teasing given he squeezes his arm a little. This was way better than "not bad" if his low voice and shaky limbs are any indicator.]
[ unsurprisingly, nikkari takes the joke extremely well, the gentle rumble of his laughter especially noticeable with their bodies this close. he doesn't deign to pull out right away, not when the warmth of junpei's body flush against his is so comforting and inviting.
as he reaches over junpei's arm in order to run his fingers through his partner's hair yet again, he murmurs, ]
Your body seems to say otherwise, you know.
[ with that, he leans in for a kiss. his lips are surprisingly gentle this time, but he's got more in mind than just being soft—he also doesn't want to turn junpei off if he doesn't want to taste his own cum. like, what a rude self burn, but he also kind of gets it? ]
[He's okay with that, apparently. He's still close and practically crawling into Nikkari's chest (if a person could do such a thing) and the fingers in his hair get a very quiet whimper in response. It's fine, he likes that. He's oversensitive and loose and even the simplest touch is enough to make him practically vibrate out of his skin, but he meets Nikkari for that kiss without taking more than he feels like. He's a little too caught up to think about that fact, thanks.]
Mm...whatever. [A good defense, of course.] What the hell does it know anyway...?
[ junpei's borderline nonsensical comment is met with another laugh—this one closer to a giggle—as nikkari nips almost mischievously at his bottom lip. evidently, he's more playful than usual in the afterglow with a partner he likes. who knew? ]
[It's kind of sweet. It's something Junpei would want in a partner anyway and he opens an eye, soft looks and pure relaxation even as he allows his lips to part and tries to kiss him again.]
There you go...laughing again. [But he's letting his arm hold on tighter as he tries not to fall asleep.]
[ junpei might be fighting the urge to sleep, but nikkari is more than content to just snooze after that. he moves slightly only to pull himself out of junpei with a shaky sigh before settling next to him to eagerly return that kiss. ]
[And this is how Nikkari winds up with a snoozing Junpei who stays for a few hours, finally giving in to a nap and curling up as tight against his partner as he can even if he's not aware of it. Goodnight.]
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He's focusing on his breathing and the sound of Nikkari's voice, head turning to the side to press his cheek into the mattress.]
I'm working on it. [Still talking. Still bitching slightly but harder to take serious when he's definitely in this kind of position. He swallows a little, taking another breath.] ...but it feels better. [And just for that, he purposefully tightens around Nikkari's fingers again, forcing himself to hold on and help stretch himself out. It's different in theory than in practice, but:] You can keep moving, you know.
[Still impatient, apparently.]
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he starts off slowly, carefully drawing his fingers out of junpei's ass before pushing them back in. he repeats the process several times, each pass coming with an increase in speed as he judges based on the way his partner's body reacts. if junpei whines or makes any sort of pained noise, nikkari will coo lightly, soothingly, petting his hair and telling him what a good job he's doing without fully saying the words.
eventually, it gets to a point where he leans down to whisper into the ear that's tilted upward, ]
Hah... I won't be able to keep myself from you much longer, you know.
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Then quit teasing me...[It's a low murmur, cracking an eye open and a free hand blindly trying to snake between them for some relief.] ...please?
[Somehow he thinks maybe that'll work.]
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Just for you.
[ with that, he pulls his fingers out of junpei, using the lube still on them to slick himself up as he reaches for the bottle again to add a fresh coat. he even makes a little show of it, sensually stroking his shaft with the slippery liquid; at this point he doesn't care whether junpei reaches down to satisfy himself or not. once he's properly prepared, he lines himself up with his partner's hole, sucks in a breath... and pushes.
and god, it's so much once he's inside, once he can feel that tightness surrounding him, engulfing him, so reluctant to let him go. just like he'd done with his fingers, he takes a moment to just let junpei get used to the size of him, to let his hole stretch to accommodate something a little thicker than a couple of slim fingers. as his cock throbs with every breath he takes, he manages to whisper, ]
Junpei...
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He doesn't touch himself still, eyes on Nikkari and watching his hands stoke himself. He's aware of what's happening next, but a few fingers is still a big difference from someone's cock. There's a pained sort of noise but he finds himself tightening around Nikkari, holding him still to get used to the feeling of being this full even as his hands come up to grip at his arms. His eyes are fully shut and there's a soft groan at the sound of his name.]
Fuck... [It's quiet and he arches his back a little to shift, taking as much of Nikkari as he can even as his face shifts through a few different emotions. He's never experienced something like this, but he can't exactly deny it feels good in a weird, different way. As much as he's okay with this and wants this to continue, he knows a little better. It's the only reason he murmurs again.] Start slow, okay?
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[ to be honest, he. he kind of does? but. that can probably be saved for a later encounter if they're both somehow still alive during week 5 or some shit. right now, though, he's more than willing to treat him gently for his first time receiving.
he holds himself steady above junpei for a few moments, arms braced against his partner's shoulders. just as much as junpei needs time for his body to accept what nikkari has already given, nikkari needs to wait for that acceptance before giving more. when junpei verbally gives him the green light, he peers down at his partner curiously as if to make sure he's ready... but, ah, is this a matter of trust?
he'll go along, then, steadily easing himself into a slow pattern of pushing further into junpei and drawing himself back out again. ]
How does this feel...?
[ it isn't as mean as the last time he'd asked. ]
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Good. Better. [He shifts on the bed to change the angle just a bit.] Go a little harder?
[Mostly to see if Nikkari will listen, and also he's kind of into the feeling a little too much thanks.]
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You know... you can just tell me what you want instead of asking. You might find me more agreeable with some confidence.
[ he doesn't go particularly hard, but he does pick up the pace a little now, face flushing a bit when he sinks into junpei a little deeper with each thrust. ]
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...there's an embarrassed laugh, fingers pulling both at Nikkari's hair and shoulder.]
It's...been a while. [He moves his leg to hike up a little higher and take Nikkari deeper, something that sounds like "oh fuck" getting lost mumbled into his arm.] I'm usually not on this end of things, cut me some slack. [The end of that word is pretty much cut off with a gasp. That doesn't do anything to help with saying what he wants, but this is still good for him for now.]
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[ it's a bit of a moot point, seeing as how junpei is willing to take things further himself. nikkari appreciates that kind of stubbornness; it's a very familiar feeling, one that reassures him as he reaches down to finally give junpei some manual relief after neglecting him for so long. as junpei tugs at his shoulder, nikkari rubs his thumb over the head of junpei's cock, concentrating his efforts on trying to find spots that are more sensitive than others. ]
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But, of course, Nikkari's right. Junpei is stubborn and idly he realizes he won't last much longer like this but he's hanging on while he can, refusing to break this early. The heel of his foot digs into whatever part of Nikkari he can to draw him closer, hand still gripping tight and likely to leave bruises. While he's not directly talking to Nikkari himself, he'll at least hear a few scattered phrases to the effect of "keep doing that" and "fuck, yes" which is probably a compliment of some kind. The arm over his eye moves just enough to peer at him, limbs trembling a little from sheer arousal and restraint.
He opens his mouth to say something, but whatever it is he changes his mind and there's an appreciative moan instead. Who the fuck needs words right now, not him!!!]
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[ if nikkari parses it as an insult, he doesn't show it on his face. again, it's cute how junpei tries to come off as confident when he's really mostly full of shit. trailing a fond finger along junpei's sack, nikkari suddenly squeezes his partner's balls as he pushes himself the rest of the way in at the same time, his voice now almost a hiss, ]
I want to keep you guessing.
[ his tone is hungry when he spits out that last word, and it isn't long before junpei's moan overwhelms him enough to kiss him and catch those sounds for himself, to savor the sound and taste of junpei's mouth like it's one of the best things he's ever gotten to appreciate. ]
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He's trying to say Nikkari's name, getting stuck on "Nika" before he whimpers and groans with each movement. He feels himself bob in Nikkari's hand , the attention to his balls forcing his hips upward to try and be touched further. His breathing and words are choppy, but with Nikkari fully inside of him he pulls on his hair just slightly.]
You just want to see me--[His back arches, fist pulling at Nikkari's hair as he shivers.] No more guesses, just...please. [Whether that's "please keep fucking me" or "please stop with guessing games, the answer is yet.]
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it isn't long before he can feel himself tensing up, preparing to release. when he does, he brings that devilish hand of his up to work junpei's cock in the hopes that he too will find his climax sooner rather than later. ]
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He's not sure how to help bring his partner over the edge, especially since he's already feeling himself winding down from his own orgasm, but he settles on his free hand coming around to rest on Nikkari's back and ass, fingers pressing harder as he tenses up to hold him as long as he can.]
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once junpei rides out his climax, nikkari takes his hand away from his shaft and lifts it up to his mouth, licking at the fluids with an especially teasing ear-to-ear grin as he watches—and also feels, of course—junpei's tongue roam across his skin. he then settles his warm, slightly moist hand upon junpei's hip as he continues to roll his own harder, stronger.
it's that hand at the small of his back that ultimately does him in. there's something about the support, the reassurance of his partner that's enticing enough for him to buckle and come with a final push, then collapse upon junpei with hot and heavy breaths. ]
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Luckily Nikkari is smaller than he is and it isn't exactly painful, sweat collecting on his back and chest from the effort and arm winding its way around the sword's waist. He keeps his face hidden but closes his eyes, long steadily breaths blowing softly over his shoulder as he continues to loosely cling.]
...not bad. [There's a lazy smirk. He's obviously just teasing given he squeezes his arm a little. This was way better than "not bad" if his low voice and shaky limbs are any indicator.]
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as he reaches over junpei's arm in order to run his fingers through his partner's hair yet again, he murmurs, ]
Your body seems to say otherwise, you know.
[ with that, he leans in for a kiss. his lips are surprisingly gentle this time, but he's got more in mind than just being soft—he also doesn't want to turn junpei off if he doesn't want to taste his own cum. like, what a rude self burn, but he also kind of gets it? ]
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Mm...whatever. [A good defense, of course.] What the hell does it know anyway...?
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There you go...laughing again. [But he's letting his arm hold on tighter as he tries not to fall asleep.]
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[ junpei might be fighting the urge to sleep, but nikkari is more than content to just snooze after that. he moves slightly only to pull himself out of junpei with a shaky sigh before settling next to him to eagerly return that kiss. ]
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