[ if it was a contest dick would be winning, and the look he gives junpei says as much??? hello been getting knocked around since he was nine???? but dick sighs ]
[There's a lull of silence because it sort of sounds stupid, but he figures maybe it'll be fine and Dick will just think it's because he was knocked out for hours.]
Stay with me. [As if there was a choice, given he's still cemented to Dick's side.] At least for a few hours, like until eight or nine or something. [i.e. until Maougate which is god knows what time.]
[Not sure if good twitch or bad twitch, but he doesn't move yet even if he registers it. The hair-petting is nice though.]
It'd be nicer than having to put on jeans all the time. And the pair I found in that clothing shop downstairs aren't that comfortable anyway. [But he opens an eye to glare up at him.] Were you waiting for an invitation to sleep or what? It's morning already.
... You know it wasn't really a challenge, right. [ that's in answer to the joke, but-- he hesitates at the other part ] I'm not mad. We all know the risks going into these things, but it's not like we can predict what'll happen in the rooms once we're in there. You did what you could.
I had a gun and a knife and I got defeated by a bunch of cables. You know how stupid that sounds, don't you? [But...hm.] Two other people walked away with injuries we can't even properly heal here, and...I got electronic fatigue, I guess. Maybe you're not mad, but I am.
[Sometimes...you have very high expectations because other people do.]
What, did you want to shoot the magic cables? Sometimes you go into a job with the wrong weapons for it. It happens. You learn and adapt. Friend of mine nearly drowned twice in two days before she started bringing something to breathe underwater on missions.
[ it's an example, and just one off the top of his head, though at junpei's comment dick. stares, a bit ]
Okay, ignoring the part where you all got electrical burns-- you're mad the two trained warriors got injured worse than you did?
When you say it like that it sounds really stupid. [Maybe because it is.] That's not entirely what it's about though, no. I don't know, I don't know how to explain it.
[ dick knows exactly what this is, though, because junpei is the person who's most like a bat on this ship. who's most like dick. ]
Let me guess-- you're mad at yourself for not getting it right and on top of failing, getting your team in trouble when you considered yourself responsible? On top of that they suffered the brunt of what you're considering your mistake, so it feels even worse? Stop me if I'm close.
[Somehow Dick manages to articulate it much better than he was hoping for, which means there's a low, almost distressed sort of noise from where his face is buried in Dick's leg.]
Is this the part where you say that none of this is my fault because I'm still trying to decide that for myself or not.
[ he's still petting, though there's a little wince ]
I can say it if it'll help. [ he doesn't think it will, somehow. ] Look, you think you messed up, then figure out what you did wrong and make sure it doesn't happen again. That's it. Everyone's alive. They've seen better days, but they're fine. Whatever the worst case scenario was, this wasn't it.
[In hindsight he actually shouldn't be complaining to Dick of all people but it made sense. He also knows Dick is right, but there's a nod to show he's listening even if he doesn't know what exactly to say.]
Yeah. I'm already planning for next time. [Since Dick is laying down now at this point Junpei shifts to wriggle his way up toward his shoulder.] Maybe later though. Everything still kind of fucking hurts.
Yeah and I was serious about you doing the same so we're even. [He's not even being polite at this rate when he tucks his face into Dick's shoulder and neck, a displeased noise as he tries to stretch out sore muscles.] I told Shiraishi I'd try to organize us better for investigation on Friday. Can't exactly do that if I can't even move much right now.
Yeah, yeah. I'm in bed, aren't I? [ he stayed there for like an hour before being hailed by the intercom but yknow ] Got a plan of action for that yet?
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... I'd rather not talk about it. [ his tone's mild ] But I finished it.
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Okay. [To both of those.] Maybe the reward will be helpful...I'm still gathering notes and stuff, I have people to talk to later.
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Dude. There's no way I'm letting you out of bed before noon at least.
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I've been knocked unconscious plenty, thanks. [This is not a contest? But...hmph.] ...a compromise then. You've gotta make one with me.
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Alright. I'll humor you. What's the compromise?
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Stay with me. [As if there was a choice, given he's still cemented to Dick's side.] At least for a few hours, like until eight or nine or something. [i.e. until Maougate which is god knows what time.]
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You know I was actually planning to sleep, right? I didn't get changed just to mess with you.
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...these pants are kind of nice though. [Silk...]
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Said I was planning to, not that I was there yet. [ he's back to running his hand through junpei's hair ] Can find you a pair, probably.
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It'd be nicer than having to put on jeans all the time. And the pair I found in that clothing shop downstairs aren't that comfortable anyway. [But he opens an eye to glare up at him.] Were you waiting for an invitation to sleep or what? It's morning already.
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I was worried, genius.
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...the good news is I didn't get stabbed. [Another poor joke.] Sorry, I didn't think everything through like I probably should have.
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... You know it wasn't really a challenge, right. [ that's in answer to the joke, but-- he hesitates at the other part ] I'm not mad. We all know the risks going into these things, but it's not like we can predict what'll happen in the rooms once we're in there. You did what you could.
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[Sometimes...you have very high expectations because other people do.]
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[ it's an example, and just one off the top of his head, though at junpei's comment dick. stares, a bit ]
Okay, ignoring the part where you all got electrical burns-- you're mad the two trained warriors got injured worse than you did?
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When you say it like that it sounds really stupid. [Maybe because it is.] That's not entirely what it's about though, no. I don't know, I don't know how to explain it.
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Let me guess-- you're mad at yourself for not getting it right and on top of failing, getting your team in trouble when you considered yourself responsible? On top of that they suffered the brunt of what you're considering your mistake, so it feels even worse? Stop me if I'm close.
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Is this the part where you say that none of this is my fault because I'm still trying to decide that for myself or not.
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I can say it if it'll help. [ he doesn't think it will, somehow. ] Look, you think you messed up, then figure out what you did wrong and make sure it doesn't happen again. That's it. Everyone's alive. They've seen better days, but they're fine. Whatever the worst case scenario was, this wasn't it.
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Yeah. I'm already planning for next time. [Since Dick is laying down now at this point Junpei shifts to wriggle his way up toward his shoulder.] Maybe later though. Everything still kind of fucking hurts.
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Definitely later. I was serious about that bed rest.
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Yeah, yeah. I'm in bed, aren't I? [ he stayed there for like an hour before being hailed by the intercom but yknow ] Got a plan of action for that yet?
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