It was a lot easier, at least. I sort of miss it. [You know, when shit was normal.] I always forget that spirits never really had a childhood or anything. You guys just sort of...pop into existence.
Mm. I suppose you could think of the first few years following my smithing as something similar to a childhood, and perhaps the earning of my name could be considered my coming of age... but I, as myself, as Nikkari Aoe, have always just been.
[ his free hand goes over his chest as his tail flicks absentmindedly. ]
Haha... I'm sure this must sound so strange to you.
It definitely sounds a little strange, yeah. [He'll just pet Nikkari's torso while he talks.] Mostly because everyone I know has years of memories but from different parts of their lives. And those memories tend to make up who the person is, so to just "be" is an interesting thought.
It's not as if that isn't the case for us, too, you know. My colleagues and I also have memories that distinguish us from one another. I will concede, though, that being granted these human forms has certainly also helped...
[ ... he trails off there to start purring as junpei continues to pet him. ]
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You're sort of really big on touch, aren't you?
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Haha... so is it "sort of" or "really"? You would think those two would cancel each other out.
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[ attempts to place his hand on the ground rather than on junpei's lap, as if he's getting ready to get up ]
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Haha... perhaps it's you who needs to work on his self-control, hm?
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I've had pretty poor impulse control since I was a kid, too. [He is well aware he needs self-control but no he does not want to right now. ]
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Haha... it sounds fun to have been a child.
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It was a lot easier, at least. I sort of miss it. [You know, when shit was normal.] I always forget that spirits never really had a childhood or anything. You guys just sort of...pop into existence.
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[ his free hand goes over his chest as his tail flicks absentmindedly. ]
Haha... I'm sure this must sound so strange to you.
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[ ... he trails off there to start purring as junpei continues to pet him. ]
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[ his eyelids are starting to droop... ]
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Are you really falling asleep on me? I'm being serious here. [He doesn't seem to mind.]
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Haha... are you worried someone will walk in on us? We aren't even doing anything indecent.
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